STUCK

I am caught in a little rut.
I am stuck between 2 decisions and I don't know what to do and I am the only person that can decide if I should do it or not.

I have basically been given the opportunity to go part time with Blossom & Thorn.

Part of me is shrieking with excitement and the other with fear.

It is a massive jump, something that I want more than anything but also something that makes my stomach shiver.

"Am I good enough?" "Will I make enough money?" "Can I do this?" are all racing through my head.

It's my make or break and I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO.

Just needed to blurt that out. Send me signs. Or just decide for me. Okay thanks.

 

HEAT WAVE

I'm so done with summer.
Like DONE, done.

Laying in bed last night with a wet towel on my face to cool down really did it for me.

We are pushing high 30's - 40 in Perth and I am the aircon-less pasty white girl not coping and wishing for that Euro winter.

SAVE ME!
 

 

BLOOM BLISS

What was my weekend. Happy Monday bebzillz. Hope it went swimmingly!

MY LOVE LETTER TO 2015

Please be kind.

Please be full of blooms, travel, puppy kisses and new experiences.

I will try my hardest, give you my best and be open to anything.

Push me to my limits, bend me all you like.

Make me do, undo and redo.

Give me a gentle heart and helpful hands.

Inspire me and fill me and teach me!

Take me where I need to go.

Um, and please maybe also include an engagement ring....(COUGH)

Best,
Lana

HIATUS

Ew sorry. It's been a long time. No real excuse other than that my life has been swallowed by my first wedding season as a flower lady and doubts that I can do it, making my house into a home, daydreaming of escaping to Europe and America, trying not to drown with my normal 9-5, too much coffee and finding time to tell Lola and Jez how much I love them.

To be completely honest, the only reason I am writing this post is due to a beautiful email that found it's way into my Inbox this morning at just the time I needed it.

Thank you to that sweet soul, you know who you are. Your beautiful words were that big hug that I was craving - infinite amounts of love to you!

That's all for now.

More later.

Promise.

Love
x

SPACES

I love looking into other peoples spaces.Thankfully I have a plethora of opportunities to do this (blogs, pinterest and instagram IOU) 

It's Sunday morning for me, I'm still in my pj's and bundled in a scarf with Ray Charles blaring, looking at inspiring spaces and I have decided to share some little snippets of my own space.

My style is still evolving. I don't even really know what I like yet. It's kind of a mash of simple, minimalistic, quirky-ness.

Happy Sunday bebs 

xx

LITTLE THINGS

2014 is just zooming past. September is inching closer and it has been making me think about what a great year 2014 has already been for me and how thankful I am for all the people I have met and the opportunities that have come my way.
 
I really think it's important to not only feel thankful but to also express it, to physically appreciate it.

So that is what this post is for me! A big ball of love, appreciation and humility.
 
JEZ - You are my absolute rock. I am so proud of Past Present and everything that you have done with it. I love you til freakin' forever and then back again. I am excited for us!
 
LOLA - this little thing is just the definition of love, joy and devotion. Losing her this year (be it only for a couple of hours) has made realise what a big part of my heart she has stolen.
 
BLOSSOM & THORN - this project has become the dream that I am chasing. I want flowers to be my whole life. I love it. I am so thankful for the support I have gotten that has enabled me to start this and to continue it. It honestly means so much.
 
MY FAM - even though they are all the way over in Syders, they always have my back and always support my crazy ideas and random tangents.
 
THE BUTCHER BAKER - JESS BUTCHER I LOVE YOU! I literally do not know what I would be doing if I had not met you. Thank you so much for letting the little random email stalker letting you help out one day and then for keeping me and spoiling me and giving me the best opportunities and support EVER. Can't wait to take over the world with you :)
 
MATTHEW LANDERS - for teaching me all about the flower biz. For putting up with my sooking and about how bad I am. And just being pretty damn amazing!!
 
MY JOB - I get to work for literally one of the best companies ever. I am surrounded by the most amazing product all day and get to work with 2 of the most beautiful souls in the world.

MY HOUSE - I am extremely lucky to live where I do and for all the things that fill it!

MY GALS - you are sprinkled all over Australia but I have so many amazing ladies that I can rely on. This year has really seen me connect with some particular gems. So much love.

 
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